you kill me with words of hate yet you blame the pain on others never
facing what evil
you constrain upon my bleeding heart the devils of hell cry out your name
in words of
praise and glory thy own words are analogous to piercing knives spearing
my mind the
demons of hatred you cast forth upon me gore at my soul and feed off my
sadness
compelling you to harm your child once more the joy you get from your far
fetched ideals
you instill upon me! the happiness in which is displayed on your
inanimate appearances
murdering my dreams crushing all hopes sending me down the path of lost
souls freeing
your mind of guilt by way of blaming my only happiness my only love you
know not
what you do to this poor child of desolate mind this babe crying out for
the love so
needed by and infant to his mother the moon rises about her skin pale
unforgiving fading
stars oh the grief you cause! your second child thrown to the shadow by
her supposed
loves as far from her true beloved as can be by a devil oh the demons!
how they torture
this blackened soul of mine my defenses brought down by my only loves!
your wrath
stronger than your presumed true devotion
dream little one dream
the nightmare has only begun
why constrain the guilt you retain upon others as a hope for freedom from
the thing that
haunts you? wretched are the souls who darken the hearts of others yet i
hope you live
live on assassins of my heart my life shall condone you let my love live
on but keep him
from touch only in view be still my heart for i loved you all when i was
living but hated
you all just the same
thank you oh Mother
thank you oh Father
when i am gone, i will love thee both until rebirth
the new beginning
the new torture.
your intimate kisses coaxing me into a trace slowly i
succumb to the omnipotent power of which only you obtain
i once dreamed you held me your spell entwined with my soul
reality wakes shattering as if the illusion were but glass in
mind let me rest let me die no need to be roused by the
deep pityless land of men stab my heart wound it as you
have always done take my happiness give me pain give me
sorrow i dreamed of joyful lands of love of you
What have they brought me but pain?
endless sleepless night of sorrow and remorse for what they have done
oh the sins they commit!
the ideals they wield
they break my heart
one cannot see the pain you feel such as I!
the woe in your heart merely reflects the pain in mine
remember child
as you did when you were young and free
how i long to feel your embrace
whisper unto me intimate lines as if we were in a dream
caress me with sweet words of devotion
the simple ability to see your face will satisfy the greatest hunger
obsession is long and tiresome
quench my thirst for you adoration!
a rose held by quivering hands
pricking the finger of a child once pure
the ones who were to swallow her with words of love murder her
innocence lost
hope denied
i love you
back to sanity and optimism!
see the poet and her love
Any comments? write to me.